It’s Thursday night and that’s the night he would always call, but not anymore. I stopped all that when I didn’t reply to one of his text messages and he didn’t take well to that kind of thing. His interpretation of my lack of response was clear and I don’t get second chances. No checkup call, no just in case you didn’t get my message email, just nothing.
I protected my feelings this time and I’m not torn up. I didn’t reply because I didn’t want to see him. I wonder if he had feelings for me at all? Did he even have a twinge of hurt feelings about me? My attraction to him was purely physical and I’m pretty sure he knew it. I’m a sucker for a perfect body and he had one. Ridiculous.
next time, instead of focusing on a perfect body, why not fous on a perfect yearning to be with you? A yearning to empower you enough to feel more than simple lust… Some of you girls sell yourselves so inexpensively… really? You feelings in exchange for a body? wow…
What happened to amazing, incredible, mind-blowing love? meh… too many girls substitute sex instead of love since it fulfils a carnal need… some of us men think differently… some of us are alphas that still know how to love a woman without losing their composure or selling-out…
T.