The article said the actress didn’t have an eating disorder, well at least it said that her family “said” she didn’t have an eating disorder. I doubt it. Don’t most of us women have an eating disorder? If we are honest about it? I know I do have one but it’s not like I’m endangering myself. I’m just obsessed with what goes into my body and what it does to it. I do unhealthy things sometimes to lose weight and I feel as if I’m like just about every female out there. I want to be thin.
The article said she weighed 115 lbs, but she looked like she weighed a lot less. 115 is around my weight and I look nothing like that, so I’m skeptical about the truth of her numbers. Her height is less than mine so that’s not it. I’ve weighed less than that and I still didn’t look as thin as she did. I don’t see the shame in admitting she had a thing about being thin. Most people don’t naturally look like that, some do, but most not. 2 of my sisters used to get made fun of because they were so skinny. One would eat huge bowls of ice cream trying to gain weight to no avail; the other was ridiculous and still is about food. She probably does have an eating disorder. I don’t think either one has an attractive body, but then they think I’m fat…even though I weigh about the same as an actress accused of being too thin…you can’t win. It’s just a difference they chose to try and make me feel bad about myself. I don’t look like a skeleton dressed in a garment, but I feel thinner than most people around me when I’m out. It’s not a surprise that I haven’t spoken to either for over 3 years.
All of this has nothing to do with the reason I was going to write here; after much contemplation, I got some filler injections today. It ended up costing a whole lot more than what I expected. A lot more than my initial consultation. Ahh, well, that’s life right? I thought I would get Juvederm but this doctor wasn’t the same doctor who did my consultation, even though it was the same practice; he injected Perlane, which I’ve never heard of. Initially I’m very happy with how it looks. I have a little bruising but it is much less than what I thought it would be. I didn’t feel self- conscience riding the subway afterward and didn’t think anyone was staring like I had been in an accident or knew I had injections. I even stopped at the store for a few things on my way home. I’m just a little sore. I like the results, very cute.
